I cried a lot when my father died for the agony/sorrow of his death. (What should I use here agony or sorrow or the way I wrote is completely wrong)
My father used to sit in front of my study table and tell me that one day you will cry when I'll no more/die.
My father provided me everything for my study so he left no point/reason to blame him.
As far as my family concerned my parents are no more Mom died in 2010 and Dad in 2011 the date was same. I have two younger sisters and one brother. The sister that immediate younger to me was married in 2016, now she has a daughter.
Please help me.